Also know as "Ex-Penis"

Poki will get that XDD

Sooo....updatings 8D

Life
Has not been that good recently T^T
I came to some conclusions about the way I've been feeling recently, I've decided what I'm going to do, and even if it's painful it's what'll happen, for better or for worse. I'm really really sorry, and I appreciate all my friends more than I can ever say ><
So that's all good.
BUT apparently there has been a rumour going around about my YT chanell recently, which was not cool >_>
My head teacher would make a good policeman or somethinhg. I decided that I would go and ask him exactly what the rumour was about, but he talks to me after Prayers and then I give up on the idea *sigh*
I have been somewhat overshadowed by the dArama in the Class Ones yesterday, something that I am quite grateful for
Please just go back to your lives and forget about me 'n' mah YT okay? Because if it's homophobia YOU CAN GO CRAWL IN A HOLE AND DIE for all I care, because there is no way I am moving, deleting, privating or ANYTHING those videos because I made them for people who SUPPORT the cosplayers and enjoy their cosplays, and I DON'T CARE about your opinion.
If it was a mistake it was a MISTAKE so ignore it!!! My name is hidebehindthemask, no caps, all one word, AND THAT IS IT!! You wanna find my channel??? Go search THAT. The first page is ALL my and my friend's videos. OKAY???
And if it was maliciousness, SAY IT TO MY FACE!

(By the way it is the person who started this rumour who is said bitch 8U)


NOW!! I had my Science modules today and died. Quite seriously. I am typing this from beyond the grave (again?). CHEMISTRY WAS SO HARD!! And in Physics 'twas all cool, got through the first questions pretty quickly, got to question 7 and my brain STOPPED. I had a hard time starting it again.
And we are now doing Radiation & The Universe in Physics now, so brainpower is needed!!
That which I don't have >_>
AND I have a Maths test on Wednesday T^T
SO I WORKED THIS OUT: All this term, esp the last month or so I've been stressing over the modules, and now my test next week, after that I'm cool 'till my results in January, then it's cool 'till March when I have retakes, then May is Expo-stress, then in June I have my EoY exams *sigh*
And then I have mocks and real GCSEs and then A-Levels, then Uni, then work, then family (maybe, I don't really want a family) then retirement and having no pension, then death, and along the way brokeness, bad governments, Global Warming, the end of the world, food wars, national bankruptcy(?) and other things I can't think of now. My life is STRESS from now on!!

*sigh*

Videos
Still no inspiration. I decided that instead of making the AMV I was planning to I'll just make whatever I feel like from my list, and if I get inspired to make that AMV I will. So no promises as to what's next. Probably an Amuto slideshow (for Amuto is my OTP now), but like I said, no guarantee.

Cosplay
...
*headdesk*
So....I'm so so sorry but I can't definetely say if I'll be able to meake it to the Expo. Expo weekend is the start of the Half Term and my family'll probably want to go to France. What maybe maybe will happen is half will go to France and the other half (myself and a parent) will stay here, but I really have no idea. The best thing that could happen is we all stay here for HT but really no guarantees.
Saturday if I go is DEFINATELY WITHOUT A DOUBT Ran, Sunday (if I go) will either be Sasuke or Misa. Maybe a wigless Sasuke depending on moneys, and Misa's wig is fail, so don't expect awesome.
Right!! Ran! Okay....I don't have any of the cosplay yet. The reason for this is I don't have the money to get any of it yet, nor do I know where to get the dress from (if anyone can help me finding a knee length baby pink dress with a ruffly loose bottom I shall be megas grateful!). BUT I have a plan of action, I know what I'm doing, I just need the moneys and the dress.Basically what I'm doing is getting the dress, putting on ribbon, maybe pleating (depends on the dress) + neckscarf then wig + sun visor, then pompoms, then shorts then socks and shoes.
I found a much cheaper wig today then the one I was planning to get, and said wig won't require cutting, just styling.
Please please don't expect perfection people ><
I'm not that good ><

ALSO hopefully I'll be going to the Parle/CosplayAhoy Xmas meet on the 19th, is it okay if I drag my friend with me?? I won't be allowed to go alone ><

Soo....onto.... New Moon
Which comes out tomorrow I'm mildly excited
Do you think I should wear my Alice "costume" to see it? XD (this basically consists of a shirt and skirt, when my hair was shorter I could get the flick going on but it's too long to now) CAN'T WAIT TO SEE TAYLOR LAUTNER *spazflail*

*kills fangirl*

BUT I have to wait 'till Saturday because I'm seeing it with ~DeerMaiden who goes to school in HARTFORDSHIRE and won't be able to make it here in reasonable time 8D

Messages
SCHOOL PEOPLES: If you know about said rumour please tell me!!! (I'd prefer if you noted me >< )
~PokiDoki : 8DDDDDD EXPENIS 8DDDD You can see what that did to me. I had another thing to ask you but I forgot T^T
~Demeta-Torchwood What should I get you???? I have no idea *flail*
And lastly ~DeerMaiden WE NEED TO SORT OUT DETAILS FOR THIS WEEKEND!! I'MMA GO CALL YOU WHEN I'VE POSTED THIS!!!

Uhhh...that's it....

OH!
My wall officially hates Rob Patinson XD

AND!
Isn't it so creepy when you're walkinga along when it's dark and you think there's someone behind you and you turn around and there isn't??
It's even creepier when there is someone behind you T^T I practically ran up the road *sigh*

GUESS HERE!! [link] for love 8D (go to the second one down).

Yuki xxx

(Caps filled journal is caps filled)